anger, sad, frustration

I'm tired. I feel sad, anger, frustration...

I just got rejected from BI, my application didn't match.

When I was in my earlier 20s, I feel braver than now. I felt I have many options and it's okay to get rejected.

But I got rejected many times, move from one job to another...

And time flies.

I'm already 26 going to 27 next month.

Things really hit me that hard.

I ran out of options.

I feel more anxious and frustrated.

I just an employee in a small company in this small city. My salary not that much, but I'm trying to saving up.

I'm not as brave as yesterday.

I know I'm not that old. But... I just want some stable job and a stable life. I'm really tired now. My vision sometimes look so blurry.

I'm crying right now because I know I ran out of options.

I hope everything's gonna be fine soon.

It's okay. It's gonna be fine.