Last year, like in october, I turned 27.
Like what?!
I realized I'm already in my end 20s era.
But then... So much going on in life actually.
A pretty funny one.
How I thought, friendships can't be last longer than the ice in my coffee.
Sometimes I can't be available when my friends need me.
And sometimes my friends can't be available when I needed them the most.
It's like hell.
But then i read "menjadi dewasa tanpa tahu apa-apa."
It blowns my mind.
People can't be always be available emotionally for me. And so am I.
People who thinks "friends should be there in my happy and saddest times", were actually the worst. That people didn't need friends. They need emotional dump. They just need some trashbag to throw their emotions at that time.
Now I know and accepted that friends wouldn't be available all the time. I could call another friend, and other one friend which were available at that time.
Or maybe I could go alone. Which reaaallyy okaay. We're on our own, kid, as taylor swift said.
Oh and when I was 26 going to 27, I had a pet. Still have a pet right now.
I'm not that lonely anymore.
And oh, I realized, my guy friend had a crush on me. Which... Awkward. Because I didn't had the same feeling. And he reaally tried to get my attention by said negative perspective.
And I don't like negative vibes around him. I just keep the distance and I think I wouldn't mind to not seeing him again.
Because, gurrrll. Don't settle for less. You tried to upgrade yourself to be a better version, so don't go for a guy who is lower for you.
Lower, like not just financially (financial independent are really important!), But also emotionally and mentally.
Really hope to meet a good guy. Like really wise, not just look-like-wise. Feminism. Rich yeah. Know how to treat women. And single right now. Lol.
Okay, skip about guy later.
But first, let's travel around the world babbyyyy😍😍🥰🥰
I'm gonna saving much money and traveling around the wooorrllddd😍🥰🥰
Until 28, see ya again with another stories~
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